Friday, November 18, 2016

Life Up Until This Point

Time to make the five year come back from the most depressive spiral I am still currently entrenched in that I've ever experienced, so let's get this show on the road!'

The purpose of this blog is to mainly use it as a sort of personal journal, documenting some of my days with events I find of note, on this platform I do believe I am able to interact with people as well, but the main purpose of keeping a journal are experiences to draw on for my own personal work. In time I'll learn more about general formatting, and I swear I'll have note worthy stories to tell from time to time, as I work in the Hospitality Industry, people are a continuous source of entertainment, stories, and of course stress.

I am excited though, do not get me wrong, I still don't believe myself to be in tip top shape and aim to constantly improve over time. One of the most important pieces of news I have had just today, which is evident in one of my own facebook posts, is that a medication I have been on for over five years actually causes depression. How about that shit, three doctors later and I finally find this out. In the words of my dad, 'It's called a Practise for a reason', I'm inclined to believe some, but to think this could be inhibiting myself to putting myself up to my full potential... Well, kind of infuriates me. However, like all things, finding out the root of the problem is better than not knowing at all. Once something has a name, it can be beat, remember that even gods bleed.

Think that's about it for this post, next one I construct I might as well go into something I feel particularly passionate about, explore more of the mental illness and the stigma of living with one.

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